shaking in my boots

Today I took my lunch and went shopping for some shirts. I prayed that I would be strong enough to hand out tracts to someone while I was out. Leaving for lunch I moved the 5 tracts that I had left in my back pocket to my front pocket for easy access. What I discovered was two things. First of all I was SCARED TO DEATH to walk up to someone and say "here this is for you" then turn around and walk away. Part of me thought "what would they think about me if I did that". I don't think this is a very good thing and belief it was straight from the devil coaxing me not to witness for God. The second thing I noticed is that people don't look at other people while they are out. They have their head down walking along like no one else is around. I have really never noticed this before.
Anyway, back to my story. I went to two different stores and could not muster up enough nerve to even hand out a tract let alone talk to them about their salvation. Finally, running out of time, I decided to buy a pop from Arby's. Granted I didn't need such a thing but I was determined to pass one tract out now. My plan was this: drive up to the window, order a coke, pay the lady at the window, get my coke, hand her the tract and buzz off. Well, I then realized that if I rolled my window down it would not roll back up! So, I went inside to order the pop. I got the rippin huge kidney buster and she handed me the cup. I said "here this is for you". She said "thank you" and I ran away!
Man that was fun. I can't wait to do it again. What a rush. And I did nothing there but hand her a card!