weirdness in blogville
So today there isn't much to write about. There is a lot on my mind. Right now I am listening to "Here is Our King" by David Crowder and it reminds me of a post that Hogan (from the band) wrote. Some how I feel the same way today.
I feel like there needs to be a change soon. I know I have second child on the way and I am very much looking forward to that. But I just feel that God is preparing me for something huge. I keep having thoughts and dreams of going back to school. My dream I guess is to get enough financial aid and grants to be able to pay for food and housing for my family. This may be very far fetched but it is my dream at this point. See, I would like to do something with music. I would like to write music, you know the type of music you hear big bands play and stuff. I would also like to write, perform, produce music. Music is becoming a bigger part of my life every day. I feel like I lost something when I stopped playing for my church, but as I am realizing more and more sometimes this purging is necessary to boost you forward. See if I were still playing for my church I don't think I would be to this point. This point where I just think about music, this point where I just want to listen to more and more music, this point where music just drives my soul.
So, in short, I have nothing to say today. And please be in prayer for my dreams and hopes for the future. More to come later. ---chris
I feel like there needs to be a change soon. I know I have second child on the way and I am very much looking forward to that. But I just feel that God is preparing me for something huge. I keep having thoughts and dreams of going back to school. My dream I guess is to get enough financial aid and grants to be able to pay for food and housing for my family. This may be very far fetched but it is my dream at this point. See, I would like to do something with music. I would like to write music, you know the type of music you hear big bands play and stuff. I would also like to write, perform, produce music. Music is becoming a bigger part of my life every day. I feel like I lost something when I stopped playing for my church, but as I am realizing more and more sometimes this purging is necessary to boost you forward. See if I were still playing for my church I don't think I would be to this point. This point where I just think about music, this point where I just want to listen to more and more music, this point where music just drives my soul.
So, in short, I have nothing to say today. And please be in prayer for my dreams and hopes for the future. More to come later. ---chris
1 Comments:
I'm the same way. My goal is to loose my cowardice and perform at a coffe shop some day. I don't have the best voice...man scratch that I just can't sing well. But, anyhow, God has showed me that I let music become my god all too often. I say this as a warning, as scout alerting you to Satan's approaching attack. Be ready! We only have on God and where God has blessed us with music it should no way come before Him.
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